: Dear Brain Chemicals,
Reblogged from lezgoequestrian
You have no idea how much torment you have put me through over the years, with only more to come. My moods are all over the place, my depression is raging, and I am tired. I am tired of being upset for no reason at all. I am tired of being recommended pills, and doctors, and ‘coping mechanisms’. I am looked at as a broken and troubled girl even when I am fighting with everything I have. I never asked for this. I want to be happy. I want to enjoy the amazing life I have been given. Instead, I am constantly at the mercy of your ruthless mind games and heartbreaks. For once I wish you would allow me to be in control of my emotions instead of taking things into your own unbalanced hands. I am tired of feeling like a monster on your behalf.
Sincerly, Me
